nonsense

i just realized my hands are shaking. i'm so terrified.
if i say what i'm thinking. i just might win you over.
i often think of how wonderful you are. and how much you laid on the line for me.
i'm not sure those words ever sank in.
until yesterday.
you are the scariest most perfect thing i've ever known.
i want you so much to just be there. but to not in the same instance.
they told me they've talked of us. and our potential.
you could be the missing link in everything i do.
i've never felt so completely taken aback before.
this makes me feel so terribly breakable.