Thursday, February 8, 2007

update.

i haven't posted in awhile. i was kind of thrown off by those cold-days.
so my personality, has felt strange for a couple days now.
i feel really comfortable. with everything.
with him, with school. just yeah.
i'm stunned at how i feel about him.
it feels like something good is going to happen,
but at the same time if it doesn't i don't mind terribly. i know i'll be fine either way.

except for last night nic and i were on the phone and somehow religion and life and big-deep-scarey kind of conversation stuff. and i got really cynical and morbid and anti-religion and i felt really confused and disconnected from the world. i don't really know how to explain it.
i hate not knowing and having faith isn't really something that suits my personality.

faith-feyth- Belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence

on a happier note,
one week from today i will be in New York City
with some of my closest friends from choir.
i am uber excited. expect a boat load of photos when i get back
and when i say a boat load i mean like a freighter.

also. my favorite girl's birthday is coming up after break and we're going to a concert on her birthday. i am so excited. it's her favorite band of all time and requires an almost roadtrip because it's in ohio. GAHHHH
breathe. calm down. holy shit i am so excited.
and why do people say holy shit??? there is nothing holy or sacred about feces.

whatever.

1 comment:

**Kara** said...

that last part was really funny lily! ♥